Tyme For a Change Part II
I haven’t been writing on my personal blog lately. There was something about it that was turning me off and it took me awhile to figure out what it was. When I looked at the entries I saw all the things I linked to that aren’t around anymore, the blogs that have renamed themselves or went private, the people who stopped blogging…it was depressing really. The thought crossed my mind to weed the dead stuff out but that would mean going through thousands of entries. Um…not doing it. 
Ok, I have to be real. The Tyme2BReal domain was irking me. If you’ve been reading my blogs you’ll know that name was created by me as a symbol to accept my fiance’s death and accept that life goes on without him; to live life to the fullest; but most importantly to be true to myself. Finding out last year that we wasn’t dead and the messed up set of circumstances that ripped our lives apart - it changed me. His presence was so wrapped up in that nickname it felt funny to write on that domain. I felt like I wasn’t in my own skin.
Yet Tyme2BReal is “me” - it’s who I am. I’m going to tell it to you straight. I’m not going to bullshit around. A compromise is in order…AboutTyme is that compromise.
AboutTyme is me, my thoughts, my world…nothing else is wrapped up in it but me. I feel like I have a clean slate here. Do I have all the old stuff? Of course and perhaps one day I will sort through all of it if only to clean the database out. What will happen to Tyme2BReal? Well, I’m going to relaunch that as my site to sound off - it won’t be about me.
So thank you for being patient while I figured this out. No more “where’s your personal site?” emails please. Thank ya…appreciate it.
The Management.
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